We kissed behind the omikoshi (portable shrine) when the drums were loud enough to hide the sound of my heart tearing open. His mouth tasted of shōchū and salt. My hands fisted in his t-shirt. For five seconds, I understood everything—desire, risk, the beautiful stupidity of being young and temporary.
And I am still learning how to fly.
The matsuri (festival) came on the last Saturday of August. I wore a yukata my grandmother had dyed—blue, the color of a shallow sea. My obi was too tight, and my geta pinched my toes, but for the first time, I felt seen in a way that didn't frighten me. Sei ni Mezameru Shojo -Otokotachi to Hito Natsu...