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For the first ten minutes, my hand twitches toward my phone. Then something shifts. The needle’s soft crackle fills the room. A saxophone takes its time arriving. I realize I have not thought about tomorrow, or the like count, or the reply I’m owed. It begins, as most modern panics do, with the scroll
I am just here.