Parched

That’s when I understood. The drought wasn’t outside. The drought was the house, the town, the season. But the parched —the real, bone-deep parched—was me. It was the sound of a future that had forgotten how to rain.

I took the last good glass from the cupboard. Not plastic, not a mug. A real glass, thin and clear. I held it under the tap and waited ten minutes for a single inch of murky water to collect at the bottom. I lifted it to my lips. I did not drink. Parched

And in that silence, between one heartbeat and the next, I heard it: the faintest, most impossible sound. A single drop of water, falling somewhere far underground. A promise. A lie. Either way, it was the first thing in months that felt wet. That’s when I understood

But the crack had friends. By August, my feet were a cartographer’s nightmare—a delta of broken skin, each line a tributary feeding into the great, dry mouth of thirst. I drank. God, how I drank. Glasses of tepid water by the bed. Bottles gulped in the car, the plastic crumpling like a second lung. Pitchers of lemonade so tart they made my jaw ache. It all went down, cool and brief, and rose up again as vapor the moment I stepped outside. But the parched —the real, bone-deep parched—was me

I just listened.

It was three in the afternoon. The air was a solid thing, a weight leaning against the glass of the kitchen window. I had my palm flat on the counter, and I watched the ghost of my own hand lift off—the heat rising in shimmering waves. The dog lay on the tile floor, his ribs rising and falling in a slow, dreamless sleep. Even the flies had given up. They clung to the ceiling, drunk on their own desiccation.