“Still upright,” she murmured to the empty room. “Still moving.”
She should have said no. She should have pulled on her fatigues and run a diagnostic on the port thrusters. But the grey heart in her chest—not the organ, but the myth, the wall she had built—felt soft today. AG Grey Heart Bikini Mature
She was not the girl who had worn a bikini on a beach twenty-five years ago, before the war, before the betrayals, before she had earned her moniker. “Still upright,” she murmured to the empty room
“Captain?” It was Kaelen, her navigator, a man ten years her junior with earnest eyes and a dangerous crush. “We have a two-hour window before the tide window. The dock manager says the thermal vents on the south beach are open to crew. Good for the bones.” But the grey heart in her chest—not the
Anya looked at her reflection in the polished durasteel of her locker. The woman staring back had a map of violence on her skin: a long, pale line from a shrapnel burst across her ribs, a starburst of scar tissue where a laser drill had misfired on her left shoulder, and the fine, silver seams of synth-skin grafts on her knuckles. Her hair, cropped short and shock-white, framed a face that was handsome rather than beautiful, with eyes the colour of weathered granite.
This was not a seduction. It was a surrender. Not to the men watching, but to the simple, brutal fact that she was still here.
Her ship was docked at the floating resort of Elysian Three, a place of chlorinated sapphire seas and synthetic sunlight. It was a layover. A ghost in the machine. A chance to wash the ozone and regret from her pores before the next job.
“Still upright,” she murmured to the empty room. “Still moving.”
She should have said no. She should have pulled on her fatigues and run a diagnostic on the port thrusters. But the grey heart in her chest—not the organ, but the myth, the wall she had built—felt soft today.
She was not the girl who had worn a bikini on a beach twenty-five years ago, before the war, before the betrayals, before she had earned her moniker.
“Captain?” It was Kaelen, her navigator, a man ten years her junior with earnest eyes and a dangerous crush. “We have a two-hour window before the tide window. The dock manager says the thermal vents on the south beach are open to crew. Good for the bones.”
Anya looked at her reflection in the polished durasteel of her locker. The woman staring back had a map of violence on her skin: a long, pale line from a shrapnel burst across her ribs, a starburst of scar tissue where a laser drill had misfired on her left shoulder, and the fine, silver seams of synth-skin grafts on her knuckles. Her hair, cropped short and shock-white, framed a face that was handsome rather than beautiful, with eyes the colour of weathered granite.
This was not a seduction. It was a surrender. Not to the men watching, but to the simple, brutal fact that she was still here.
Her ship was docked at the floating resort of Elysian Three, a place of chlorinated sapphire seas and synthetic sunlight. It was a layover. A ghost in the machine. A chance to wash the ozone and regret from her pores before the next job.